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Apathy

from Home Movies by Matt Schwartz

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You know how this ends, right?
Bags packed and a plane ride.
I'll take a drink on the rocks, right?
And pop a Xanax for the rough time.
If gettin' over it was simple as that
Well, I'd be over this with just a bottle of Jack.
But it's a bit more complicated.
Fuck this. Fuck that. It's the time we wasted.
Excuse me, I'm wasted.
And I know what makes you tick and you hate it.
I've got problems I'm not tryin' to solve,
So I'm robbin' them of any motives at all
'Cause apathy's the best drug off all.
Not givin' a fuck, don't even care about your phone call.
So take that and fuck yourself,
Better than the kid you keep around who just fucks himself.
It's gettin' late on a Monday.
I'm gettin' home and I'm thirsty.
So I did what I do when I get like that,
Hide my phone so I don't call you for ass
'Cause I know you'll just ignore it.
Straight to voicemail and say you never heard it.
I know the ropes and jokes we try to play,
But two can play that, I always win at that game.
It's still a lose / lose every time.
I love the chase and the way your tears mix with wine.
Enough is never quite enough.
Especially when I'm drunk and don't give a fuck.
It's the way your words feel over time.
It's like Novocain mixed with coke in the line.
And every day I swear I won't do this,
Is another day I feel I'm gonna lose it.
So we're cool? Over dumb shit?
You used to be so cool with my drunk shit.
Every time we poured a drink in the glass,
But now I'm stupid for the shit that we had.
Well, fuck it. I think I'll kill more
Of the stuff I thought I might have had a love for.
Everyone and every friend I thought I cared for,
You don't think I really matter, I don't care for.
Anyone that ever crossed my path
And took a little piece of me that added up, do the math.
Subtract me. Division.
Blurry eyes, double vision.
Collision, head on.
With my keys in my car I won't wait 'til tomorrow.

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from Home Movies, released August 8, 2012

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