You know how this ends, right? Bags packed and a plane ride. I'll take a drink on the rocks, right? And pop a Xanax for the rough time. If gettin' over it was simple as that Well, I'd be over this with just a bottle of Jack. But it's a bit more complicated. Fuck this. Fuck that. It's the time we wasted. Excuse me, I'm wasted. And I know what makes you tick and you hate it. I've got problems I'm not tryin' to solve, So I'm robbin' them of any motives at all 'Cause apathy's the best drug off all. Not givin' a fuck, don't even care about your phone call. So take that and fuck yourself, Better than the kid you keep around who just fucks himself. It's gettin' late on a Monday. I'm gettin' home and I'm thirsty. So I did what I do when I get like that, Hide my phone so I don't call you for ass 'Cause I know you'll just ignore it. Straight to voicemail and say you never heard it. I know the ropes and jokes we try to play, But two can play that, I always win at that game. It's still a lose / lose every time. I love the chase and the way your tears mix with wine. Enough is never quite enough. Especially when I'm drunk and don't give a fuck. It's the way your words feel over time. It's like Novocain mixed with coke in the line. And every day I swear I won't do this, Is another day I feel I'm gonna lose it. So we're cool? Over dumb shit? You used to be so cool with my drunk shit. Every time we poured a drink in the glass, But now I'm stupid for the shit that we had. Well, fuck it. I think I'll kill more Of the stuff I thought I might have had a love for. Everyone and every friend I thought I cared for, You don't think I really matter, I don't care for. Anyone that ever crossed my path And took a little piece of me that added up, do the math. Subtract me. Division. Blurry eyes, double vision. Collision, head on. With my keys in my car I won't wait 'til tomorrow.

I'm passed out from liquor, Henny shots take pictures I'm zoned out from Xanax, Self-medicated my symptoms I'm passed out from liquor, Xanax my sister. I slur spoke to my phone, fucked around until I kissed her. From the bottle spoke a problem that we couldn't solve. OD'ed on love with no feelings involved An addiction to kissin' and kickin' you to the curb. It took millions of killin's just to settle the score And I think that I won. When it comes to this hun you will never see the burning sun Uh, and if I had it my way, I'd get high and sip vodka more than every other day Uh, I'm passed out, I'm Xan'ed out, And smoked out - take my phone out - call your boy up then pass out I feel better by the weekend, With my guts in your tub by yourself, it's the weekend You're passed out from liquor, Henny shots take pictures, Lets medicate our symptoms I'm passed out from liquor, Henny shots take pictures I'm zoned out from Xanax, Self-medicate my symptoms Uh we medicated ourselves. I medicated all day then puked on myself Threw up the shit I said that caused a pain in my head. Symptoms of insomnia and dreams in my bed Run and catch it - then bounce out, take the glass out, Poured the fifth out with your hands out, you were zoned out so I dipped outta your glass house My first time throwing stones at a brick wall. The first time I felt feelings of withdrawal Shakes and sweats, you were messed up like I was. Shakes and bets on which feeling was the best one Uh, it was hard to pick. And hard to fit or say we couldn't get enough of it We learned quick how to handle the kick. Paranoid of anything that went along with the clocks tick I'm passed out from liquor, Henny shots take pictures, Lets medicated our symptoms I'm passed out from liquor, Henny shots take pictures I'm zoned out from Xanax, Self-medicate my symptoms I'm passed out from liquor, Henny shots take pictures I'm zoned out from Xanax, Self-medicated my habits

Give me something to ride to, get high to. In the back room sippin' booze is where I found you You never seem to be the first one. Took the breath from my chest, you'll always be the best one The memories are on overload. And we just met but we're mappin' out the long road Iced tea with lemon and Sweet 'N Low, Always so cute with a smile and your sneakers on Never once heard you utter complaints From my style or the smoke I smell like every day You said my laughs only one of a kind And behind your hair I saw the sparkle in your eyes But could it be that after years and fears That the hope is coming back - music to my ears It's all inside, every place that you hide. Your own little world, happiness is always inside Forgive me first love, I know it's been a minute. I'm not sorry that my heart was never in it Take all the pictures down, tear and rip 'em, I'm not sorry at all, you musta missed it Forgive me first love, I know it's been a minute. I'm not sorry that my heart was never in it Rewind time, I wouldn't go back and fix it. I'm not sorry at all, you musta missed it She tried shakin' her head at some text I sent In the morning, bed head but never Heaven sent They say a gift from God while drinkin' wine. My name held weight but never held the time But maybe I made room for improvement In a space so small I couldn't move so don't move it Listen, just leave it where it is, say it how it is, I take it back but always caught the worst of it It gets tirin' to think about How right they were compared to everything I read about / And I try my best to stay positive In situations so fucked they need a condom quick It came too quick, a double up and always flip the switch. So turn the lights down quick before the sun hits And everything I put down seems so repetitive, Just when the mood sets in like some sedative Forgive me first love, I know it's been a minute. I'm not sorry that my heart was never in it Take all the pictures down, tear and rip 'em, I'm not sorry at all, you musta missed it Forgive me first love, I know it's been a minute. I'm not sorry that my heart was never in it Rewind time, I wouldn't go back and fix it. I'm not sorry at all, you musta missed it

(and I'm..) Gone off vodka and some Gin and Tonic. I'm so drunk I might slit my wrist and vomit While I'm textin' this bitch, it's so irrelevant. The shit that I say could leave these girls so celibate Smokin' a pack, OD'ed off some Xanax. On an average weekend I'm too fucked up for your backpack Raps and snacks got your girl on my track. Subliminally talkin' - she don't know about that I might tell her that I love her. But only when she's naked and fucked up under covers She put her feelings behind. Fucked up off'a lines, two bars and some wine She says I giggle and rhyme, But if she only knew the shit that I was thinkin' inside It's too dirty for a movie. Sit your cute ass down while I put one this home movie I'd like to put you in a movie. With no make up or sound, low budget home movies I like the way your looks move me. I wanna make you the star of this big screen I'd like to put you in a movie. With no make up or sound, low budget home movie Roll the film up and pack it away. I wanna make you the star of this big screen Shiiit, don't worry 'bout me. I got this chick covered more than blankets with loose leaf No one but me loves the way I love to drink a lot. This poison in my hand got my stomach in knots Uh, In the summer, doin' belly flops. Spiked lemonade and threw in a few cough drops Oshkosh B'gosh it's so hot. I thought that this watch could stop time but it's not On yachts jumpin' waves on the spot, At a rave poppin' pills wakin' up to my mug shots My Mom screamin' thru the wall. Loggin' on to Facebook, she hated what she saw I can't explain the way my brain feels small 23 missed calls, we filmed it all I'd like to put you in a movie. With no make up or sound, low budget home movies I like the way your looks move me. I wanna make you the star of this big screen I'd like to put you in a movie. With no make up or sound, low budget home movie Roll the film up and pack it away. I wanna make you the star of this big screen

Me and you, we could fly We could fly to the end of the sky I've seen a lot of pretty girls But there's only one girl for this guy And that would be you, girl Take my hand and lets fly to the end of the sky Take my hand and we can fly away. Fly far and get high today By any means it's up to us. Partied all night, didn't care when the sun came up We chilled out poppin' Xanax. Wash it down, we can relax with the side effects Waste the day and slept away for hours. Never leavin' my bed, this shit's ours. Roll over, kiss ya cheek and Kiss the side of my neck and I was woooo! And I can taste your lips With each and every kiss holdin' on to your hips You seem to fit so perfect, The way we intertwine while I'm kissin' ya thighs And we can fly Shiit Me and you, we could fly We could fly to the end of the sky I've seen a lot of pretty girls But there's only one girl for this guy And that would be you, girl Take my hand and lets fly to the end of the sky You say you wanna little slice of home? Well hold on to my hand 'cause I got places to show We got places to go but I got songs I wrote That tell stories of the texts you wrote You know the ones with the dirty talk? Not really my thing but we should do this! Throw me a line while I'm fishin' for thighs. The ones that you got that's always catchin' my eyes We're in the sky and won't compromise. I try hard and leave a better surprise I always talked about a girl like you. Take ya home, cook ya dinner, bong a brew or two That's classy shit, you mastered it And I'll admit it took a minute but I'm down with it And we can fly Shit Me and you, we could fly We could fly to the end of the sky I've seen a lot of pretty girls But there's only one girl for this guy And that would be you, girl Take my hand and lets fly to the end of the sky

I've lost too much shit in the past couple years. I swear to God if God's real he ain't never here You ever feel like you're the only one dishin' out To please everyone but yourself. Fuck that shit. It's always give and take then I'm the one to blame For the downfall of everything I helped you make I'm just tryin' get the weight off my chest, With a few bars of Xanax for the guilt on my chest Uh, I can't sleep at night. It's gettin' way too hard to try to cope with gettin' drunk every night This is me never sayin' how I feel. This is me with apathy when it gets real Dirt for breakfast. Dirt for dinner. A table set for two in my grave with a sinner I woke up and thought it'd be okay. Hungover, half-asleep, with your ashes in my ash tray I am the death of your "fresh rap". Single handedly put a stop and I mean that I'm uncomfortably okay with that. Here's the fuck I gave and you can have that Go ahead and help yourself to what I threw up Late last night when I was drunk but you fucked up You better learn to hold my liquor Before I say somethin' stupid and hits ya I just might've gave a fuck about me, Before you fucked it all up and made me hate me That's an every day concept To what's really going on with your concepts And I don't need no one To help me do what I do 'cause I've already done Everything that everyone said could never be done. I put myself on my back and I did it for fun Now fuck off.

Jet planes and new 747's. She said she's leavin' for Heaven around seven Tripped out, my pay checks in a zip, Makin' out on the floor so we can skip all the bullshit I like the slow sounds and fucked up trips, We can drive all night with no map on this guilt trip You're so loud I can't hear the screams From your dreams going blind from the high beams Throw our shoes up on the wire. With no idea we were hangin' from a wire You inspired what I wrote on the windshield, Foggin' up the car in the middle of this corn field We lit up with the light from the moon light, Because tonight you made the stars feels just right You make my tongue numb and weak at the hips, Soakin' wet from your rain leaves a stain with a loose grip You slipped right off my finger tips. 747 Lets set a feeling on cruise control And wherever we go lets loose all control On a road, I hope we get there. Hold my hand, we're in the middle of nowhere "You ever feel like you just wanna die?" Is what you wrote on the back of the shoreline With the water touchin' your feet, I can't compete with the feelin' of the concrete We laid down for what felt like days And only opened an eye when it felt safe The perfect time to slip away On the very first rocket in to outer space And up there we had it all. And up there, there's no need for a phone call And up there, you're not bothered. And up there is where you get to see your father 747

You're crazy, okay I get it. And the way you talk in bed with every boy is so pathetic It's like a parachute the way your words groove Up and down the wall tied to sheets that make your hips bruised Problem solved but no resolved. I'm dissolved in cocktails that make my world go 'round And around and around, I'm dizzy And borderline crazy to think that you could fix me You gotta bad reputation to live up to, But who's to say you're such a bitch for what you've been thru? Lets set your house on fire, By a flick from my smoke, burn it down, each and every brick And every fucking time we slept on the couch. Was each and every time we fucked on the couch And each and every time you said it was fine, Laid a line for every time and every bottle of wine Take it all, take it all, take a parachute. Fake it all, fake it all, take a parachute. Drink it all, drink it all 'til it's all gone. Swallow it, swallow it, take a parachute. Late at night you're slippin' out of your clothes. Fucked off whatever we took mixed with No Doze Mixed with Xanax and bottles of beer, Bottled fear from the chance we might never see next year Paralyzed from the pain in my heart. Don't start that shit and don't say it never falls apart 'Cause it does, we're living proof of that. 100 proof in my glass, I got used to that I got plans for that, I got pills to smash. I gotta hand full of dirt and a body to stash It's the, phone call that caused the car crash. Drivin' home late at night thinkin' 'bout my past And every fucking time we slept on the couch. Was each and every time we fucked on the couch And each and every time you said it was fine, Laid a line for every time and every bottle of wine Take it all, take it all, take a parachute. Fake it all, fake it all, take a parachute. Drink it all, drink it all 'til it's all gone. Swallow it, swallow it, take a parachute.

I wanna take ya home, lay you on the couch. Whisper in your ear, you hear what I'm really talkin' bout? My words taste like liquor, it made ya sick, huh? Well lemme finish what you started - take a picture This all might just be the last time, Took a gamble on the night, I hope it happens just one time That's all we really asked for.. Your clothes on the floor, I couldn't ask for much more Hot and heavy, left the seat of my Chevy, Lock the door and kiss your neck once more You move my eyes in any way you gotta, When you're wearing next to nothing in the kitchen cookin' waffles I've been waiting for a night like this, Just to get you to myself away from every ounce of bullshit One try, one time to feel alive, Marijuana high mix the red with your blue eyes I sent a text to your phone.. (don't cry) Look away, none of that is worth it.. (don't cry) We're cuddled under covers so.. (don't cry) I can take your pain away, Just give me one night.. (don't cry) If this my shot, God damn I'm gonna take. And not miss cause you've been sendin' me shit Put your hands in my pocket, my picture in your locket, Picture this holdin' hands on a rocket .. You taste the air up there? It's not fair, you're too pretty to compare To any girl I ever laid eyes on, Or laid thighs on - nothin' but latex on ..Babe, is your drink too strong? .. I want to wake up next to you on my own front lawn Never a sight for sore eyes. The only thing you suffer from is sore thighs I say we do what's not possible, And over analyze everything but the obstacles I want you here right now, In any mood or any shape, just be here right now

I roll a two and zip up to crack a 40. Ice from the fridge to chill out and drink a 40 At 4:40 it's nice to get to shorty, And nice to stick around and pass out and 9:30 Wake up and do the whole damn thing again. With friends like this who honestly needs a real friend? Uh, I'm stuck in my room with beats and brew, Thinkin' bout whether or not if I should call you Pick up my phone just to set it down. I'm settled down, gettin' lost in the all the pronouns Inside out the front door is where you let it hang. Like mistletoes in the summer but there's rain We took a hit to the head and popped some champagne, Pictures that we draw never stay inside the frame The way your body's pressed against is like your new profession, Stumblin' around like a mess, I can't express it. Chill out and vibe with me. The way you're feelin' got my body on the ceilin'. Chill out and chill with me. And just relax. Sit back, inhale the track. The smoke from our lungs swore to never come back On a train to the city with an ugly and a pretty mind, Sat behind a gorgeous girl, laid a thin line It's such bullshit the way that we dance. For critical acclaim at the expense of a glass So let your stomach settle in, To a body that rejects everyone you let in. Was under covers and fucked, it's so depressin' To stay up and pass out, I'm always second guessin' Eyes red and puffed out, fucked up's an understatement. Your loose make up and blush is such an understatement Call a cab or take the bus home, it doesn't matter, 'Cause in the morning everyone will say you knew better We took the fifth down faster than normal, And came here alone but left together uncertain Chill out and vibe with me. The way you're feelin' got my body on the ceilin'. Chill out and chill with me. And just relax.

This that ghostly flow, the one you ride to. The one you sit back, relax and get high to Party with phantoms and Ciroc on the rocks. Poison our lungs with nicotine at five o'clock It almost tastes too strong but that don't matter at all, You got the weight of the world to fall back on So just let it all go with your arms spread out who knows how far you'll float I took it in at a speed that seemed light years And celebrated over champagne and cold beer Lets take a shot for the ones who still pray Over dinner and some candles with a butler and a maid Guests that never show themselves you anyone but you. A ghost in the attic scarin' everyone but you We smoked weed for dessert after dinner And talked amongst ourselves how this is only the beginning They talk better when you sleep so don't believe it. The pills only help but you keep that a secret. Keep that a secret. If you can keep it. That's the second hand buzz that keeps the mouth runnin' On top of buildings with ghosts, so stunnin' They see the cold air from mine In hind sight, 50/50 for a punch line A world never too shy to lend a hand out, You're reachin' for something 'cause you swore you saw a hand out Maybe it was all a dream Because you swore you seen everything they said was make believe Made you question everything that never really seemed Effortless with just a 40 and a pipe dream Stand still as they gather behind. In army at once to push everyone aside Raise your glass for a toast or a land-mine. And drink to what it is that kept it all confined Inside it's quiet knowin' about the last time. The phantoms here are always one of a kind.

He only spoke to the Devil once before this time. Paid and laid a visit, choked up on the phone line Choked up, the sins made it hard to swallow. Knots in your throat from the shit that you had to borrow To feel how he feels it felt to call this place a home. Was a feeling that he feels when he felt he had a home She spoke slow and pronounced every single word. The Devil made it hard to hear causin' his vision to blur "Someone love me.." was carved on his wrist, He wasn't suicidal, just a habit when he got pissed But the attention it brought was never the intention or what anybody thought The Devil said to shake it off and sit down. Whatever comes around, I'll kill it off and bring it back down There's no worries - just rest your head. Go back to bed and over this is what we'll break bread. Never speak of the devil. The smoke made it hard to breathe. But somehow the smoke made him feel relief To lay there with no fears is all that he believed. With no grief or belief just seeing motif's Lost in every shape, every color. Every lover that he felt he had discovered was discomfort at it's finest. And where the signs point to grey is where you'll find us Underground, deep underground. Put your ear to the ground and keep following the slow sounds You hear it pounding on the wall? You see the claw marks and scratches on the wall? It's over there so keep your distance. And if you cover your mouth it might miss us Don't even whisper in it's ear. We kept quiet but it can always smell fear Never speak of the devil.